he said i got shy around you.
i think i just get quiet when i'm drunk--
every girl i see, a censor goes of in my head:
target! target! target!
it's not because i want anything from them.
it's because i think girls are just... soft.
it's a habit from my glory days.
i really just enjoy sitting with them,
holding their hand and kissing their ears.
that's about the extent of my sexual wants.
and every girl i spend time with
is labeled as my girlfriend at least once or twice.
i guess my reputation proceeds me.
why won't they believe me when i say
i don't want to be with anyone.
i mostly want to be myself.
i mostly want to be.
maybe i've been cast as the dating type.
i consider this a problem.
