every time i fall asleep, my fingers wrap around my phone.
and i see light through my closed eyes--i keep hoping someone (anyone) will want to say something (anything) to me when i can't sit still and i'm all out of cigarettes.
but i had this thought tonight.
why do i ever even waste time thinking about her.
when i've got friends like you instead.
i think that's kind of beautiful.
thank you.