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Ten Things About Yourself
10. i fall in love with almost every girl i meet--at least a little bit.
10. i fall in love with almost every girl i meet--at least a little bit.
9. i like chain smoking cigarettes when i am really high, and when i am really low.
8. i don't really hate anyone because i think it's just easier to love them.
7. i want my body to become a book of poetry for the world to read.
6. i think it's very easy for me to be very happy. about everything!
5. i am very easily excited. by everything!
4. there is hardly anything in the world i treasure more than my friends.
3. i am thrilled to know i have overcome what i have overcome.
2. i really like flowers--especially yellow ones.
1. i love that i am 'too soft'.
Nine Things You’ve Thought About Recently
9. moving to salt lake city this summer.
8. why i view humanity as so flawless and beautiful.
7. why i haven't been able to be proud of my writing in a while.
6. the dangerous summer and my bamboo partition.
5. coffee on friday.
4. coffee today.
3. how i'm going to acquire more cigarettes.
2. sycophancy and narcissism.
1. not thinking about her.
Eight Ways To Win Your Heart
8. smoke cigarettes with me while we talk about things that matter.
7. kisses on my neck.
6. waste time adventuring and roaming with me.
5. call me on the phone every now and then just to say hello.
4. love people that other people hate.
3. listen to music and know the lyrics and tell me what you think.
2. have an opinion on something real and share it with me.
1. live like you like living.
Seven Favorite Albums You’ve Heard Lately
7. waited up 'til it was light - johnny foreighner
6. wild hunt - the tallest man on earth
5. two dancers - wild beasts
4. contra - vampire weekend
3. tell it to the volcano - miniature tigers
2. for emma, forever ago - bon iver
1. reach for the sun - the dangerous summer
Six Things You Do Before You Go to Bed
6. text
5. turn on my bed
4. take off my pants
3. smoke a cigarette
2. lock my bedroom door
1. think of lyrics and writing
Five Things You Wish You Could Say To Five Different People
5. i'm not sure how we got to be such great friends, but i feel like i'm very blessed for it. you are the most fascinating person i've ever met, and i wish i could think and feel the way you do sometimes. i love it when you sing. i love it when you listen. i just love you. i don't think you actually realize how beautiful you are.
4. thank you for pounding sense into my head a lot lately. i think with my heart, and it makes my head stupid in a lot of different ways. but i feel like you care about me even when i'm crazy. i love you so very much. please remember that i will always love you and i will never try to hurt you. you helped me realize i'm more than what i'm told. i love you, sweet pea. you deserve the best!
3. you are my significant other! being with you always makes me smile and i want to talk to you about every little thing. you are hands down my closest friend and i would gladly have your babies. thank you for always being my friend, even when i go crazy over girls. i treasure the time we spend together. i love that you let me know you enjoy my company. i think about you a lot. and i think i could maybe be straight for you. and i know i would be completely lost without you.
2. you taught me how to live. you taught me how to fall with grace. i can see that you hurt so much more than you let on, and i wish you would stop hiding and pretending for the sake of safety. part of life is getting hurt and moving on; it's just how we learn. no one on this earth has hurt me more than you have--i still love you. i don't know if anything you ever said or felt was real or fake. i wish i meant something to you.
1. i want to be your friend so badly, but you always seem so busy! i'm excited to see you soon. i'm excited to get my tattoo because at least i can have a part of what i think is so beautiful about you. you make me want to live more. you make me want to invest myself in others more, because even when i think your heart is breaking i'm proud that you can feel so deeply. i want to drink a lot of beers with you! i want to be your friend so you will know you are always, always loved.
Four Things You’re Doing Right Now
4. drinking peace tea.
3. talking to my husband.
2. noting everything in my room that is out of place.
1. writing in this stinky blog.
Three Things You’re Scared Of
3. satan and all things surrounding it.
2. being a complete asshole and not knowing it.
1. skinny skinny skinny love.
Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
2. show someone how to live without trying.
1. have my family be proud of who i am.
One Confession
1. i consider my arrest to be the greatest blessing in my life--if i could live my life all over again, i wouldn't change a thing.
