Thursday, May 5, 2011

what i wouldn't do.

this doesn't really mean much writting down like this, but i've been thinking it a lot lately. you: i want to save you. i don't know what from, but it's always in the back of my mind. so badly. i hardly even see you anymore. but i want to save you.

maybe that's my problem.

you remind me of a lot of things, like magpies & sylvia plath. i guess you're just that indie in my head. & black embroidered tights with runs on the knees. & empty beer cans. it's ridiculous how much you skip across my mind... even know: i wonder if you'll ever read this. i think you're a pirate, girl. it's all your golden teeth. & it's your ten bony fingers, skeleton pointing, holding a cigarette. i want to show you my stupid tattoo & i want you to run your hands over it while we lie in the grass--i think it would cure the itching. mostly; mostly. i want to buy you a bunch of pretty sun-yellow daisies. & a pack of marlboro's wrapped in pink paper with a red ribbon tied around it in a bow. i want to leave it on your porch & doorbell ditch you like i did to all of my juniour high crushes. maybe i'll do that now.
     god. i wish i knew where you lived.



ebony curls.
pretty, pretty palms.